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27 July 2005 @ 12:01 pm
What's going on?  
I don't know what's going on but I could have sworn I wrote something in here this year. I can't believe it's been 8 months since I last put something in hmmmm. Nevermind.

Well 8 months. A lot has happened in 8 months. Where to start. I'll start with the bad news.

In June my dad's best friend who he's known since school, he was his best man at his wedding, and my godfather, died of a massive heart attack whilst on his way home from work. Shook our family up really bad as he was more family to me than my proper family. He was like another uncle, or infact another dad. He was only 47. It's going to be horrible going home because everytime I'm there he's there, always makes sure he comes out for a drink. He's been there throughout my life at all my landmark moments. I just can't believe he's not there. I haven't been home since the funeral yet so I don't know what to expect. The funeral was the first that I had been too. The service was at St Nick's church in Whiston, then we went to the crem in St Helens. I wasn't very impressed with the service to be honest. I felt annoyed if anything, there the vicar is, preaching about god and all this and it just got me really wound up. The crem was horrible, I just broke down in tears, as did my dad, my brother and my sister. It's a great loss, not just for me but for everyone that knew him. He had no enemies, I never, ever heard anyone say a single bad word against him. How many people can you say that about? He was loved by everyone.

Anyway, moving on.

I went to have laser eye surgery at optimax in liverpool in April. I was turned down because apparantly I had viral scarring? WTF? Was made to feel like a liar, asked if I'd ever had blisters on my eyes, nope, coldsores, nope, surgery to my eye, nope, infections, nope. And he asked me again as if I'd crack and tell him that I had when I hadn't. Anyway he said that he would have to speak to his colleagues and get back to me.

Spoke to my optician who said that I have "infiltrates" which are very common in people who wear contact lenses. So he had no idea why the opthalmic surgeon said he'd never seen them before.

I'm due to go back on 13th August to have a second consultation because my optician says that they have gone. Which he is shocked about, so hopefully, fingers crossed I'll be able to have them done. Although I'm not really that bothered now, I'm okay with me contact lenses.

In work at the moment. Loads to do but really not motivated to do it.

Now I know I said loads had happened in 8 months but I really can't remember what lol. My mind is blank.

I'll leave it at that for now then. And won't leave it this long in future.

See ya
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