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10 April 2001 @ 07:48 pm
My weekend  
Last weekend was probably the most amazing weekend of my life so far. I went down to notts to see Jonny, spent the whole weekend with him. Didn't get to my hotel until about 12 on friday night because I went straight passed it. lol. Oh fun, ended up in mansfield, lost!!! Spent the night talking, had a couple of bottles, kissed and cuddled with him and then went to sleep in his arms. He looks so cute when he's asleep, awwwwwww :o) Woke up and seen him and it's an incredible feeling waking up with the one you love. Opening your eyes and seeing him lying there next to you. Saturday we spent all day and night in the hotel, except to go out to get something to eat from the chippy and a few more bottles and some sweets 'n' stuff (froggies) lol. lmao. Moving on. lol. It was great, spending all that time with him, holding him, kissing him. Just lay on the bed and watched tv, kissed, drank, ate some frogs. lol. lmao. OMG. lol. Drank some woody's. lmao. Dum dee dum. Went to watch Dungeons and dragons on the Sunday, it's great film, well I thought so anyway. Held hands in the flicks, it was so nice, no-one seen us like, but it was nice to be able to hold his hand, it was really sweet. And now I'm at home and I'm missing him so much. :o(

I am the luckiest person alive to have Jonny, and for him to love me. I am the envy of a lot of people, and I can see why. There is no other man like him, he's just amazing. He's made me so happy. No matter what's going on in my life he is always there to cheer me up and make me laugh. I don't know how I've got him, but there is no way I'm gonna let him go. I still don't know why he's with me when he could have anyone he wanted, but hey I'm not gonna question that, if he's stupid enough to be with me then that's his problem. lol.

I really can't think of any words to describe him and how good he makes me feel. There are no words for it. You'd have to take over my body and my mind for a few minutes just to know how much I really do love him and how good he makes me feel. Then if you've never loved properly you'd experience what it's like to truly be in love, and all those emotions and feelings that go with it. The butterflies you get in your stomach everytime you see him or hear his voice. The way your heart skips a beet everytime you hear him say he loves you. How you feel like crying when you say goodbye to him at the station :o( ..............

I have never in my life felt so much in love. It's great, most amazing feeling ever also scary too. When I think about losing him and how empty my life would be without him in it. But if that ever happened there would be nothing I could do about it, but I wouldn't give up, i'd fight for him and this love, and I'd always love him no matter what. He has my heart and I never want it back.

He means the world to me, I'd give up EVERYTHING for him. And all this may just sound like words but I mean it. There is nothing I wouldn't do for him.

Anyway I will continue this later, it's getting me kinda depressed because i really do miss him.
See ya later
Take care
Rob :o) xx
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