Haven't wrote anything for ages. Had an e-mail from bob yesterday telling me to get writing stuff in here so here I am. lol. Was made up that he e-mailed me I've been pretty slack with them lately and I apologise to you all, been busy 'n' stuff.
So stressed!!!!! lol. What have I done since my last entry, what's been going on in my life.
Well I left Idaho which was probably a big mistake but I was ill at the time, and now stress is just taking over my life lol. Started working for sixteen newspapers doing gay porn sites, that was the most disgusting job I've ever had to do in my life OMG, it was horrible. Worked there for 3 weeks, didn't exactly do much just sat and chatted all day because I really hated the bastard job so just sat there until another came along and then left. Started working for jupiter IT went in for 2 days and left that one too. Yep mad but my heads so fucked up I just can't be bothered with work right now. I have an interview for a job in Nottingham on monday hopefully I'll get that. That'll sort everything out, I'll have a job, I'll have a house, be able to see my fella whenever I want :o) away from all the shit here. New job, new home, new life :o) but still with the same boyfriend who I'm gonna be with forever and is the only thing keeping me sane at the moment lol.
We've been through a bit of a rough patch lately, won't go into details but we've managed to sort everything out and come out stronger after it all :o) And people are STILL
causing shit, STILL
spying on me and going back saying stuff that I've done or said, and STILL
haven't given up on trying to split us up. Wasting your time!!!
Your turn will come and I will make your life and your relationship HELL!!! :o) Actually I won't I wish I could but I'm not a sad little mincing queeny twat!!! Ya know this lot are gonna close my diary down because of the language in it lol.
He's coming up here at the weekend :o) can't wait, missed him sooooooooo much. Then hopefully next 2-3 weeks I won't have to wait so long between seeing him :o)
I got one of these splashplastic cards
right and the bastard thing just isn't working keeps saying my password is wrong I think not. So I sent an e-mail to customer servies who then said to type it in capitals so I did and nope still not working, sent them another one but they haven't replied TWATS!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. lol.
There's bottles all over my room again! lol. Will have to do some tidying up me thinks, yep deffo. lol. A lot of tidying up. Nah it's not that bad, just the bottles lol.
Think I might add some background music today because I'm bored lets have a look through some stuff lol. Something annoying. Okay sorting that out now. Oh god can't be arsed lol. Too much messin.
Trying to get into MSN but it's having none of it, nevermind lol.
And lee keeps sending me e-mails when he's on messenger and so am I, so I don't know why he just doesn't talk to me instead lol. Off his head :o) Oh he's just realised i'm online lol. Psychooooooooooooooo.
What else has been going on in my life. Oh my mum and dad are getting a divorce think i've already mentioned that haven't I, yep probably lol. Mums got a really nice house, we were supposed to move into our new house months ago but the fella had a heart attack so it just keeps getting put back, and back and it's annoying me now. My dad is moving to ireland in about a month so the house is gonna be our stuarts and clares but me dad's paying for it, they only have to pay for food. The girl my dad was with finished him. She said it was because she didnt love him as much as he loved her, butttttttttt she has a new fella with loads of money bmw convertable, hmmmmmm. Shallow bitch!!! I did tell him that all girls from st helens are slappesr but nooooooooooooo he didn't listen lol. Well he said to me the other day that I was right, and she was a slapper :o) Maybe one day people will start to listen to me lol. only messin.
Sorry this is all depressin' isn't it. Just that my life isn't going all too well at the moment. Only thing that seems to be sorted is my relationship with Jonny. Everything else is falling apart around me and there is nothing I can do to stop it, that's what's annoying me. I have so many things going on right now and I just can't tell anyone lol. I have only just began to start in this thing.
Doesn't matter I'll be sorted soon :o)
Anyway enough of all this depressing shit.
Dum dee dum. Oh I was in chat having a right good laugh with me mates from canada 'n' texas 'n' that in yahoo lol. I go in as im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now when nobheads start to harrass my girls!!! lol So they all start pming me with stuff like this:
mrgspo2000: let me pamper you
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: pamper me baby
mrgspo2000: till you purr with pleasure
mrgspo2000: i d lie you back.....
mrgspo2000: 3 pillows under your hips.......
mrgspo2000: your legs over my shoulders..
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: you type away whilst I get my vibrator
mrgspo2000: then i take my middle finger....
mrgspo2000: palm facing up....
mrgspo2000: an inch.....
mrgspo2000: moving it around in lazy circles......
mrgspo2000: at the same time.....
mrgspo2000: taking my tongue.....
mrgspo2000: curling it around the very tip of your clit......
mrgspo2000: since my tongue is so long.....
mrgspo2000: i can curl it around your entire clit.....
mrgspo2000: you there still ???
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: yeh just finding my batteries
mrgspo2000: w my fingertip......
mrgspo2000: turning it around.....
mrgspo2000: finding your g spot........
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: hang on my batteries have fucked I think they're the wrong size brb
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: this bastard thing i paid a fortune for this gold plated 15"
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: even talks to me
mrgspo2000: find your g spot.......
mrgspo2000: did you find it ????
mrgspo2000: are you still there ??
im_a_bad_girl_spank_me_now: I'm still looking for the damn thing hang on. Is it labelled?
I can't believe some of the sad bastards in those rooms lol. I cut and paste all this in the room omg it's mad, have a proper laugh.
Anyways i'm off :o)
Shall speak to ya's all later